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我的翅膀,我的梦
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奥鹏杯"我与网络学习"全国大型有奖征文活动征文选登
(《中国远程教育》杂志社主办、奥鹏远程教育中心协办)

  1梦的邂逅
  13岁,当我还是个小学生的时候,偶尔会在杂志新闻里听说"电子计算机"这个名词。也只是听听而已,没有任何具体的概念,也从没有想过会对这种东西产生任何兴趣,在那个我不愿意涉足的奇怪的领域之外,我的生活足够平静。我喜欢这样的生活。
  直到有一天,一次偶然的邂逅改变了我的人生。王毅,和我同班级的一个纨绔子弟,很少会有人喜欢和这种自以为是的人在一起,而我却觉得相安无事,毕竟小孩子的思维是很单纯的。王毅邀请了为数不多的几个他认为是朋友的人参加了他的一个生日聚会,我有幸成为其中一员。在他宽敞的家中,他毫不掩饰那种比别人优越的情绪,滔滔不绝的展示着家中每一件值得炫耀的东西,包括一台作为生日礼物出现的电子计算机。这是我第一次这么近距离地接触这种现代的电子产品,莫名的产生一种非常激动的感觉,伴随王的演示,那种复杂的功能以及操作。那一天,电脑在我心中有了具体而直观的形象,我想我已经对这种完美的机器产生了很深的感情,就像梦境浮现在现实的世界中一样,我深信有一天我会去驾驭它。

  2游戏中学计算机
  任时光飞逝,我现在成为了一个初中生了。伟大的祖国的经济体系在不知不觉中飞速发展着,其他领域也同样。电子计算机不再像以前一样神秘,不少家庭已经有条件去拥有它们了。但是我的家庭还不允许买这种半奢侈品,我只能去一些收费的计算机室--一种网吧的雏形,去那里使用计算机,但是在那里只能玩游戏,而不能够做其他的事情。此前没有系统的学过任何电脑知识,甚至一些基本的操作。凭着对游戏的兴趣,一点点去接受计算机知识,通过对游戏的控制,我逐渐熟悉了键盘鼠标,逐渐熟练了各种操作。我想这就是所谓的天赋吧。当时我也只是感觉,仿佛任何事情都来得那么自然那么顺利。不需要去努力便可以得到许多。

  3拥有第一台电脑
  初中的最后一个学年,我如愿以偿地拥有了属于自己的电脑。长久以来的期待得以满足,当我注视它时我觉得很幸福,可能那是一种和爱情差不多的感觉。但真的像是"早恋"一样,它出现在一个不恰当的时间。我的父母认为这台电脑对我的学习有着不好的影响,尤其是现在到了初中升高中的关键时刻,在他们心中,我应该可以去一所最好的重点高中的。但是对我而言,叛逆永远大过对前途的设想,我仍然坚持着自己认为正确的信仰,我想我在用自己的方法去走自己的路,我只想继续着那些模糊不定的梦想,坚信会在计算机这一领域拓展出属于自己的天地。在那段时间里,我结识了网络,虽然在我当时记忆里它不算是个新鲜的名词,但是那时候是第一次实现网上冲浪这种事。还清晰地记得打开的第一个网页,第一次网上留言,第一次下载东西……但是事情没有向我预期的好的方面发展,一整年沉浸在游戏于网络的虚幻中,更多的游戏,更多非健康的网站充斥着我单调的生活,我没有足够的时间去学习,去和朋友们交流,父母担心的事情也终于成为了现实。
  所有人包括我自己都不得不承认我是个聪明的人,但是不够用功因此始终不会有好成绩。最后,带着遗憾和叹息,我上了一个不怎么好的重点高中,而且是父母花了很多钱找的关系进去的。我明白自己还是会坚持原有的信念,从未想过放弃,从未。

  4网友
  高中的学习比过去更枯燥而艰辛。但是丝毫没有对我那种有规律的网上生活带来困扰。我申请了MSN这个网上聊天的工具,在未来的半年里,通过那个聊天工具,我结识了好多朋友,直到现在还记忆犹新。其中一个给我印象最深的网名叫Ada,是个漂亮的小姑娘。她是一个和我同校同年级却不同班级的人,她成绩好,因此被分在了一个好班里。那段时期的交谈,从关于学校,同学,老师的话题,又转移到学习,学业,前途,理想。她的话对于我的某些想法触动很大,我明白了在学校的学习不是没有意义的,我也意识到,这可能是第一次从网络上得到益处。今后的一段时间我逐渐对网上聊天失去了兴趣,真正意义上的网友很难再找到了,取而代之的是欺骗,甚至是教唆一样的犯罪,很让我失望。从那以后,我也只是和一些很熟的老朋友联系一下,那些在心灵深处帮助过我的人。

  5需要用就必须去学
  高中就这么的过去了一年半,生活依然无味,没有任何令人愉悦的惊喜,我感觉生活像停滞了一样。但是某一天,学校布置任务需要每一个班级做一份电子版的班级介绍,似乎是为了给教委汇报用的。这项任务就落在我的身上。我明白自己需要使用一个名叫FHOTOSHOP的处理图片的软件去处理相关图片,不仅如此,还需要用PPT这种OFFICE软件进行后期编辑来做演示。之后我开始在网上搜索相关教程,如同当年玩游戏一样,为了完成任务,必须要掌握技术,去学习如何使用。我发现这种学习应用软件的方式是个快速便捷的方式,只要拥有毅力与胆量去实践,就不会有问题。在"游戏"的最后,我取得了很大的成功,在这一过程中,网络真正意义上凸显了它的重要性。之后我对网络有了更大兴趣,并且愿意去尝试更多的应用软件,愿意去学习更多的计算机相关知识。于是我有了想做一个网站来展示自己有创意的想法。历时两个月,在没有任何人的帮助,只凭网上提供的相关材料,我完成了自己的第一个个人主页。无意间我已经拥有了许多网络平面设计上的经验,这向我的梦想更近了一步,虽然依然遥远,但可以看清一些,那就是我的未来。

  6东软,我最好的选择
  高中毕业了,走的时候很坦然,一个普通的高考成绩,但是在我眼里并没有影响什么,我只是关注着那所我认为完全适合我的大学--东软。在中国,他是一所真正的软件学院,一所笔记本大学。他的所有条件都适合我去学习去生活,如鱼得水一般。有些声音在说东软不是想象中那么好的大学,我不这么认为,虽然东软没有那些老资历的传统大学名声响亮,但是我相信,一所不是很有名望的大学,只要适合自己发展,照样可以使自己成为人才。现在,我知道自己的未来至少可以成为一个网络工程师或者一名软件工程师,只要在自己的路上去努力,一切都会很简单。也许在未来的某一天我还会有更好的目标,我相信东软是个充满奇迹的地方。

  7当梦与翅膀交汇时
  此时此刻,在网络上,我拥有了过去想要的一切,个人主页,主题论坛,以及忠实的网络伙伴,甚至更多。和很多同伴一样,眼下我们有着共同的目标。我们羡慕那些白手起家最后获得成功的伟大人物,他们可以做到,我们同样可以做到,甚至会比他们做得更好。我始终疯狂的热爱计算机和它相关的一切,它们就是我的翅膀,每一个机会都是延伸出来的新的羽翼,在它们的支持下我继续着自己的梦,梦与翅膀交汇的那一天,看到的将是完美的人生。

以上是此文的中文翻译稿,以下附此文的英文原稿:

My Wing, My Dream

Hold fast to dreams,
For if dreams die,
Life is a broken-winged bird, that can't fly,
Hold fast to dreams,
For when dreams go,
Life is a barren field,
Frozen with snow

     #1 Coming Across
     When I was very young, when I was only 13 years old, I only heard computer in some news or some modern magazines. I was not interested in this strange part at that time. And I thought that would be good if we had it in my school. Everything was common in my life since that time. Till one day, my classmate Wang Yi let me go his home and see his new present of birthday, a computer. I was astonished when I saw its great function. Wang Yi used easy manipulation to complete complex function. From that day I know what DOS is, I knew what floppy disk is and what CPU is. This was the first time I saw a real computer in my life. I thought I deeply fell in love with the perfect machine. An idea emerged in my mind that I would be good at controlling this magical machine in my future. I was confident!
               
     #2 Learning in the Game
     How time flies, I was a junior high school student now. The economy in China developed faster and faster. And other fields had the same development. Computer had not been so mysterious. Some families could buy this luxury product. But I feel sad that my family couldn't afford it. I only could use the computer in a room near my junior high school, which we called it "pc room" at that time. We only played pc games in it. Before I played the pc games I had never learned the knowledge about the computer. I thought I really had a gift on controlling the computer. In a game about tactic, I must have the top speed of response and the top speed of typing to communication with my teammate. So I was accomplished in speed of typing and mouse action at the same time. It was important for a novice, I thought. For the sake of playing games better, I tried to do any manipulation in any ways. Then I was accomplished in WIN95. Though I had on computer, I felt anything was all right.
                        
     #3 My First Computer
     At the last year of junior high school, I bought a computer finally. It was a long time that I was longing for it. I was very happy when I saw it. But it didn't seem to be a good thing for me at that time. My parents considered the computer would have a bad influence on my study in the school. But I still went on my faith; I thought I was right in my way. I only thought I must continue my dream. After two weeks, I knew about the Internet. It was not a new thing in my memory, but it was my first time to come true of this dream. I had an id to enter the Internet. I clearly remember that was www.163.com, this was the first website I read. All the year long, I only played more and more games and did some humdrum things on the Internet. Well, it was really that I hadn't enough time to learn. My parents' s anxiety happened again. I knew I was clever enough, but I hadn't read the books at all. So I can only study in an average senior high school where I spent much more money. I knew I should correct my faith in someway, which I always take it for granted that it was right. But I never thought of giving up, never!
                        
     #4 Friend of Internet
     I had an id of MSN when the first year of the senior high school. It was very perfect software of chatting on the Internet. During a half of the year, I had lots of friends on the MSN. One of my best friends is a girl named Ada. She was in the same school with me. But she wasn't in the same class with me. She was in a better class because she studied harder than me. At the most part of chat, we often discussed something about the school, the school life, and learning in the school. Her words effected my change from my point of view. I understood that how to learn better in this school. In my memory, it may be the first time I got the benefit for my education from the Internet. Some years later, I started to use QQ instead of MSN. But I find it's harder and harder for me to find a real friend on the Internet. There are more lies and more like the misdeeds. It made me so despair. And from then on I didn't chat like before. I only wanted to communicate with my old friends over the Internet.

     #5 Need to Use; Need to Learn
     I stayed at this senior high school one and a half year. Life was colorless and didn't have any pleasantly surprised. I felt my life maybe stop. One day, we needed a brief introduction about our class. And the mission needed me to complete. So I should use Photoshop, which was a kind of software to use to process picture. Nay I should use PPT of Office software. Then I started to search something about this software on the Internet to learn how to use them. I found it was easy to learn when I practiced it. It only needs the willpower to practice. At last I got a great success on the brief introduction of the class. I learnt the important thing which I learn something in order to apply it. The Internet gave me an important help made understood this truth. Because this action, I had more interested in this way to learn and I had more interested in the knowledge of Internet. Then I wanted to build a space to show my idea. Will, during two months, I learnt made a website by myself without any books and only lean upon the resource on the Internet. Unconsciously, I became an expert on network and graphic designing. Then I had more dream to come true and I knew my future got more clearly.
                       
     #6 Nuesoft Is My Best Choice
      I graduated from the senior high school. I got common points in the eleven-plus. But it didn't affect anything. I found a perfection college for me, Nuesoft. It is a real software college in China, a real lap PC college in China. It's suited to me to take the lap PC to go anywhere and learn anywhere. My feeling just likes fish entering into the water. Someone said Nuesoft wasn't a good school. But I believed an inglorious college could make students have more viability in the society. I knew I would get a software engineer or a network engineer. And it's easy for me in this college, if I could study hard. Perhaps I will have the higher aim in my future. I believe that Neusoft will be full of miracles.
                       
     #7 the Wing and the Dream
     Now, I have a website and a BBS, I have lots of copartners in my network, we have the same aim. We admire the people who had got the success and built up from nothing on the Internet. I think if they can do it, we can also do it and even better than them. I love the Internet and anything about computer in crazy. They are my wings, and every chance was my wing, too. They can sustain me to go ahead for my dream. It doesn't have the ending and I only consider everyday as a start of my dream.

 【奥鹏杯"我与网络学习"全国大型有奖征文活动征文选登 (《中国远程教育》杂志社主办、奥鹏远程教育中心协办)

 
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